crazy_fish101

Yatta! I have the internet back on my main pc. This is the computer I do most of my work on so I've been having to move my work from point A to point B V.I my sisters ipod, but now that I have my main pc back on the net... ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE!
So happy :D
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My baby is dead! I watched him die.... He was just so sick. And then he died next to me on my pillow. Gasping for breath he died. Now I'm drinking for his name was Mikey so we had a Scottish/Irish funeral for the boy-o. Pure whiskey burns something fierce when it goes down. No more crying, I don't wanna cry no more. Every time I do it feels as if I used up all my tears and then more just keep coming. Now if you don't mine I'm going to sit back watch tv as I drown my sorrows in some booze.

Hidan from Naruto is my new favorite character...

Also, I think I like watching shows. Not for the dogs or anything else but for the commentary. Those people are so funny and make hilariousness comments.

Also my mom comes home tomorrow form going on a week of Storm Chasing. It's an Out Door Ed that my sisters school has. She decided to volunteer again since she did it last year and liked it so much. This, however, means that most of the chorus that haven't gotten done because of laziness will have to be done tomorrow before she gets home. Good thing my sister doesn't have to go to school tomorrow and can stay home and help.

I hate it when people can't think for them selves. Really? Really! I mean come on you have the internet look shit up! Jesus Christ! I'm not your brain I'm not going to think for you. Do it your goddamn self! D< 
I"m all annoyed right now because A: I haven't gotten enough sleep and B: I have a thread that has stupid people in it. However, this is to be expected as stupid make up most of the world.
So If, in the avi contest of gods/goddesses, all of them are 'real' then it's to be expected that "yes, you have to have a god or goddess that was real in mythology. NO OC's"
Now if you don't know what an oc is Look, It. The. Fuck. Up! What are you stupid, I'm not telling you all the answers. I mean jeeze, if I don't know on a form/thread I look it up. 

I feel as if my father has abandoned me. A couple years ago when I was about the age of 14 my parents had a deivorce. It wasn't long, nor ugly but it was hard for me and my sister. After a few years of going back and forth between the two I decided to stay with the more stable parent. My mother. Dad was paying child support but after my sister decided to join me that stopped. NOW, in the year 2009, the uglyness of the deivorce struck. My father still needs to pay child support but refuses to help my mom pay for my medical bill.
As you know last year I got hives. I had to go to the hospital a few times, been to several doctors, had gallons of my blood drawn and endured loads of test. When I told my dad the few times I had to go to the hospital, he seemed generaly upset and wanted to know why I didn't tell him earlier. Now, however, it seems his care was all for not.
My Mother has forbidden me from seeing my dad but my unconditional love for still burns within. I feel as if I'm stuck between a hard place and a rock. A part of me feels as if it's been abandoned by my father and agrees with mom but another part doesn't want me see my father broken.
All I know is I love my dad.
I'm stuck and have no where to go.

So I restarted my Fire Red... a week ago?... IDK but it doesn't seem that long ago. I'm all ready up to the league (again) but now I is stuck... D: Guess that's what I get for going with water pokemon this time around... yeah I'm a water trainer in the game... wanna fight about it D<
Mah Party:
LV.49 Blastoise (Iron)
LV.49 Vaporeon
LV.48 Nidoqueen (Ms.Nido)
LV.48 Gyarados (Riverrok)
LV.45 Golduck (Duckie)
LV.50 Articuno (Uno)

I'm off to bed... tomorrow is a sad sad day in this house. One of my cats is really old and sick so where off to the vet to put her down. We've had her since I was like 5 or 8, I can't really remember, but that would make her:
5-19= 14
14*7= 98ish years old... that's really old for a cat D;

bye bye Sandie you old bitch you

Yeah, I saw them in live in a free concert and it was EPIC! ( Flobots plz )

So today is my mothers Birthday, and I think I'll draw her something real quick. Every body wish her the best of luck seeing as she has to put up with me and my sister (who is much worse in her own way) for a couple more years untill we leave the nest!
Also I officailly (on an unoffically bases) dub my mom the coolest mom in the world.
I post more after the day is over but for right now I'm out of the house and in the world... sort of...
check back for updates!

So for thanksgiving is the time to be with family, to bad I don't really like my family to begin with. Especial my dads side, srsly they are a bunch of whiners.
So instead of going over to a familys house we headed on over to a friends. Now this friend has been in the family for a while now so it was almost like going over to a relatives house.
It was a little awkward at first but after settling down into some stuffing (has always been and allways will be my favorite) I relaxed some to enjoy my self.
After dinner but between desert, we played a loud and roughish game of pictionary. My sister and me where on a team and weren't winning at first. Then we sort of clicked after a while and started kicking ass, but then the couple had to leave and we stopped.
We (my mom, sis, and me) left shortly after and I passed out. I then woke up at 2am and at 6am which is when I decided it was time to stay up.
Friday was dissapointing after that, seeing as I ate some Turkey and went straight back to bed after being up for about 4 hours.
Saturday was a little more fun. We went to go see Transporter III, got our christmas tree (which is a small live one is a pot so we can just plant it afterwerds).
Sunday is now and Lord of the Rings triology is playing on the tv, I plan on watching it. Also I've been snowed in since Friday and just now got enough internet powah to type this up. If its still up and Running I'll post some art on my DA page.